How have you been? It's been ages since I last logged in here.
Oh Well, guess it's time to vacuum the dust & cobweb and start blogging again 7/7/2014 ( such a gd date to remember)!
Put aside the dusting part, I believe those of you who are closer to me would already know that I had recently left my previous job! Ok, not really recently. It's been one freaking month! How time flies!
I m a free loader at home now !@#$%^&**
Hahaha, don't take it seriously okay!! I am still giving my mommy the monthly allowance despite me not having income anymore.
.... looking really upset when I see my money in bank account declining each day !!!!! My hard earned money............ All the blood and sweat plus tears....... * wipe off my tears and continue blogging*
In case you guys were wondering how I have been doing all these while and what am I going to do after I left my previous job.
Point no. 1
I am physically fine... Healthy and fighting ... Perhaps getting a bit more 肥 as compared to the last time you saw me??? * self assumed* . I am proud to announced that I weigh 42.5 kg now! Whahaha .. Like finally ..... I have been stucked in 39-40 kg body for so many years. Anyway, my height is 162 cm, so if you ask me what's my ideal weight ? I would say 44-45kg? Anything beyond that, I guess I might suffer from mental breakdown for一发不可收拾 and being too fat.
Okay, point no. 2
Yup, I left my job due to some personal reason which I would not like to share ( dont bother asking me too) and also because I wanted to take this opportunity to take a short break.
In any case that you people thought I am those kind who sits in office and shake legs, I am not. When it comes to work, I become a workaholic. I am also super stubborn - yeah that's the famous traits for being a Taurus. Okay, I might be dumb in a way too. In order to meet my targeted date lines, I can worked over office hours until a point of time that I really cannot Tahan then I stopped. Sometimes because of 死爱面子or 太有骨气，when I am angry I will purposely do more and do it myself to prove or show people that even if you don't help, I can also do it!
But I am getting old ( sad.... ) and was tired of having OT . At times when I m over stressed, I Could easily drown myself with the tears I shed or worst still, getting angry and thought to myself " what the hell am I doing? Why am I wasting so much of my youth , OT -ing my life away! When everyone around me is shouting " YOLO YOLO"
( is this a valid reason for taking a break????)
I couldn't say I dislike being an engineer ( totally).
After all, I had fun and learnt a lot from the past 4 years. ( just that my gold fish memory made me forget things that I learnt way too fast)
I too have the "sense of satisfaction and pride " for being an engineer.
Especially, when I get complete one submission or whenever I gave the QP tonnes of AC comments in RED. Hahaha I know, sound like some sadist. But, maybe I just enjoy pointing out people's mistake??? One site engineer once told me that I m too meticulous in work.
IN CONCLUSION, I like the job but still lack of passion. Er.... the passion of becoming a professional engineer??? Maybe a more sengnang ( relaxing ) engineering job will be great??? Hahaha my wishful thinking...
I am just like a 无头苍蝇 flying here and there searching for " I don't know what I m searching" but still dying to find something
Seriously, wtf* right?
Anyway, WISH ME LUCK ..... Luck in everything!
-.- a super blur picture taken by my ex colleague showing off to me that he has taken over my old seat. And his caption for the photo was " your work desk is a history" -.-"""""
Good bye my work station for the pass 4 years (: I will find another good one someday sometime...
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