Saturday, October 22, 2011

Cloudy





Hello !





How's everyone's weekend?


Mine was pretty Normal for today....


Woke up naturally.... that's the best thing to do on a weekend


Then, eat breakfast & started to do all those household chores and most importantly, washed guagua's cage (:

By the way, I am down with flu again since last sunday... till thursday
However, i am glad to announce that i am healthy and kicking again! (Like after this few days of healthy lifestyle - sleeping at 10 plus ) *Wink*

An update on what i have been busy doing recently which makes me fall sick!

Just last Friday, i took half day leave to do my sister's wedding childhood montage.
Can't believe that i actually spent 5 hard core hours sitting in front of my lappy and do the slides for the video. Luckily my hard work pays off. My clients (which is my sis and my future bro-in law are quite satisfied with my work)

Maybe i will upload and show you my work after my sister's wedding day!? hahha
afterall, i am not supposed to expose it to the public right now!
Later they sue me how!????


And on Saturday morning, we woke up early & prepare to welcome our future bro-in law and the wedding dowry-chinese they called it “过大礼”. (wooo.... lots of gifts and money....)
and in the afternoon my parents and i went around our relatives house to pass them the wedding invitation card and cakes.

It was an lovely afternoon with no rain at all. Love it ttm.
but because i have to board and alight the car too frequently (sudden change of temperature)
i catched a cold at the end of the day! (-.- lousy ...)


okie.... its quite boring to just to read my singlish...
why not we just look at the photographs and then i will bombbak you with all my cute photos of gua gua & end today's post?


Yeah! My future brother in law is the one carrying the red basket.
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The thick fat ang bao.... to redeem my sis...!
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四点金。。。for girls during wedding... its the tradition for the teochews.
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The cakes from pine garden (:
Look looking and taste delicious... But troublesome when delievering it on a hot day.



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This was taken when i visited one of my aunty house.
Great view isn't it?


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Click to have a bigger view in flickr (:


ANd yesh.... after the long wait...

Let me present to you , MS Guagua!


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(It's sand Bathing time)

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(Feeling stress to have people watching me while i bath.... gonna stop here!)

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(I wish i can fly)

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(I can feel it..... a pair of red eyes staring at me )


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(*CLose my eyes tight* I m not seeing you....x 3 )

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(Trying to twist and turn & fight back the evil eyes with her flying kick)

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(*Hiding*)

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(Shit! You found me again?)

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(I give Up! PLease Let me Out!!!! *Biting the cage*)

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(Finally found her way out ... and trying to escape into her small little house)

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(Hold 住。。。 don't slip)

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(Arh.... safely home at last!)



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The EnD!

Love the last picture most! Super Cute right?


Sayournara loves!

Sunday, October 9, 2011

sunny

觉得太久太久没有自拍啦。。。
觉得技巧有点生疏啦。。。


觉得自己太有空啦。。。
所以今天就让我在这里轰炸你好吗?


可以吗?


不管可不可以。。。 我还是post lah.
反正不是在facebook不会有人批评。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!



camwhoring standard pose......





看不起的样子?

刚读完书的学生样?

我普通的拍照样子。哈哈


以为自己有气质的读书女 -.-


不怎么会在镜头前微笑的女生


喜欢秀自己锁骨的女生

要装可爱可是又想要有点性感的怪人

讨人厌的。。 。 哈哈

想要告诉人家 自己很无聊没事做的人



还有甜美的吗?哈哈哈


哈哈哈

okay, so have you learn how to camwhore?








sayourna loves.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Sunny


Dearest blog.
Sorry for not updating you last weekend...
As i m being employed to do something else.
Well, maybe not "employed" as i m not being paid. *SAD*

Okay, not to side tracked....
I actually forgot what i wanted to blog about. >_<
Guess my life is too dull and nothing impressive or interesting happened ... ?


Okay but something upsetting did happened and i did not tell many people.
as i m afraid that i might turn out groomy or teary in front of others when we talked about it.
i cannot take it when ppl start to console me and give the " i m so sorry for u " look... it doesnt help me but makes me more upset ... so i prefer texting n not face to face ...
*Take a deep breathe*










One of my cute little hamster actually past away ...!


Couldn't believe it...

Do you know how long i have been keeping it?

3 weeks ...
Only 3 weeks and she die of dunno what illness or virus =(

I am pretty upset by it.

The last time i saw her still healthy and active was last last saturday.

She still look very chubby and active...

fighting with her sister for food....

and then suddenly on the very next day

she became so restless & sleepy...

not moving around at all for the whole sunday. -.-

i was a little doubtful too ...
but wasn't cautious at all. I was think" well, maybe she's just to tired? or always get bullied by her sister? "
as there's no sign of her being sick or uncomfortable.


And then on monday...
Sleepy as well....
and i saw her not eating much... feels abit weak.




and me being so kan chiong , fearing that if i leave her at home with another 1 will caused fights or being the victim of being step on again, decided to
bring her to work and visit a vet .


Visiting the vet definitely lessen my worries ... as the vet said that she looks okay and nothing is wrong. and she prescribed a medicine for her - helps to boost her immune system to fight bacteria


and so i went back home, separated them both and fed her with med after ensuring she gets her meal.

TUe... SHe looks better
Separated her with gua gua and onl let them play arnd for a few hours before i sleep.
I think there some kind of bond between them. ( they have been playing n sleeping tgt since the day i gt them... keeping warm by sleeping side by side , etc)They look so happy to be tgt again ... and i felt bad for separating them. But to protect Huahua from being stepped on again, i have to keep 2 of them in different cage.

Wed... Looks okay too but she's having diarrhea.
The very first thought i had was the medicine.
maybe she doesnt like the medicine?
but anyway, the vet say feed her till it finished.

so i had to give it to her as usual

Thur morning...
looks normal and she still eat as usual .( i have the habit of watching them while i do my makeup in the morning. and feed them before i left for work)


And den in the afternoon,
my sis told me thAT huahua 's diarrhea is getting bad... o.o"
i called the vet and check if the medicine will caused diarrhea and they said no...
and persuded me to give her as usual.


Evening: when i got home she is VERY weak.
I have no idea why .... =(
she's like having jelly legs .. wobbling here n there and den lying down with her heart pounding hard. * heart ache*


i immediately took her out and placed her in a smaller box to rest and fed her with some water... but she doesnt eat or drink...


that night she even slept beside me...

i was like monitoring her every now and then...
to see if she's still breathing....
as i know deep inside
she couldn't make it thru the night...


and as i expected..
i woke up suddenly at 4am that night and found that she was dead .

my heart sunken but din really want the people arnd to behave the same way too
so being strong and actting to be normal is what i can do .... so i just informed them in the morning when they woke up and telling them... " THAT 's Life" =(



till now i m still afraid to tell my friends or colleagues about huahua's death.
As i know that, right now i m still not ready to say it out without feeling sad and tear.
( -.-" i actually cried last saturday after work when one of my colleague asked me how's huahua... and i told him she passed away 1 day ago.... Lucky only 3 person left -.-")

through blog, in case anyone of u still read...
i hope you dont ask or say anything to me in places like fb?
i m scared of being question and ppl will start asking me "why" ," what happen " when i m not okay yet.


maybe some of u might think that... walao only 3 weeks
need to be so sad or not....
some people even laughed at me when they know that i brought her to the vet...

but i think afterall
i m her owner, i have the duty to take care n treat her when she is unwell..
at least i tried my best to save her when she is unwell?


and since day 1,
i think me and my sis spent too much time watching them .. *haha*
thats why we feel sad that one of them just left like that...

Haiz....
Till Now we still cannot understand what is the cause for her death... why she so fragile!!?
Just hope that she can rest in peace.


Everything is unpredictable
especially on things dealing with life and death.
So perhaps we must be thankful that we are still healthy and living.
Cherish everything and everyone you have.









Anyway, tomorrow is 06 oct 2011.
It's exactly 1 month after gj left.
Haha Seems fast yet so slow.



its 11.15pm!
i need to sleep...
will post more cute photos of my "used to be two " hamster photos when i m free.


sayournara.