I woke up in the morning preparing for work and
my dad told me he was dead before i leave my hse.
Just one night before i went to bed, i had fed him with his medicine and eye drop and he was still warm and living and the next morning he was stiff and cold lying at one corner :(
However, it is to be expected as he was already over 4 years old
Fila was brought to me during my 21st birthday.
It was given the name " fila " by my group of girls
as my previous rabbit was named "fifi".
At that time it was already 8months old; which was quite big as compared to those babies rabbit.
Honestly speaking, at the very first time when i met him
i had a mixed feeling. A feeling of happiness yet worried.
Happy that I have a new pet again but at the same time worried as i know that my parents wouldnt like it as its quite troublesome to take care of it. Many times, i had fought for fila's right to stay inside the house( they claimed that fila was a bit smelly sometimes and its unhealthy to put a pet indoor) so only last year, when this matter gets more serious, fila was being shifted.
Fila has not been feeling very well since july this year. And i had brought him to the vet twice within 3 months. During the first visit, the doctor told me that fila gets anxious easily and has got a weak and irregular heartbeat.i was given some medicine and after a few weeks, his breathing problem improved.But again in sept, fils'a eyes got infected and was swollen with teary eyes. At that period, he did not have any breathing difficulties and every night after i reached home after work; i will forced( tired after work) myself to apply the medication on him. And to my pleasant surprise, his eyes were getting better and he was a bit more active again.
WHen i m all happy that he was in a gd state,
he turned out to be very restless and weak on the night before he left us.
I did not know why.... Maybe i can sense that he is leaving me soon
That night, i spent extra time outside feeding him and staring at him
I reached out to stroke his fur too and talked to him before i went to bed.
( luckily i did that, if not i will feel more sad ... =(
Fila's hobbies was sleeping and eating.
He Was indeed a cute and loveable rabbit but quite unfriendly and arrogant at times.
We really enjoy the time being with him and giving him nicknames while he gave us the "leave me alone " look
Sleepy head fila
During christmas
Getting too fat
Him during his photoshooting session
Nanny look
During July
His second visit to the vet
The Last moment of fila
3rd of May 2007 (assume birthday) to 30th sept 2010
Weight : 1 Kg
Age: 8years old
*pls: do not buy me any pets as present again.
Its really sad seeing someone or something u love leaving u ;(
cant imagine it.
So love and cherish the person whom u love
before its too late.
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