我会对自己更好些

有时我总觉得我的担心或关心好像是多余的。
偶尔也会看看时间
想到某人 在做什么呢？
是不是很多事要处理
很烦恼啊？

不敢太长打扰。
结果 才知道
原来某人 过得不错
也玩得蛮开心的
不是忙 到没空 传个无聊的简讯。

知道后
心理当然会有点不悦
不是见不得某人好

而是气自己 太无聊
有空去想 这个朋友好不好
可是原来对方 并没空去理你

感觉自己原来是一厢情愿的等待

是的， 我很有耐心的一直等

我看我的电话应该是24／7 没离开过我

很快我应该会因为辐射过多而死掉？


或者也是因为我太会期待
可是却没有

所以会请自己接受
"算了吧 ，无所谓 我没事！＂


你好 我当然 也开心
不用误解我的不爽。
也谢谢 您的安抚

总结：我气自己笨吧？还要被人误解。真是自讨没趣 spoil the relationship ya?





Well done (:
I felt better writing out

Good nite folks

Sleeping earlier n getting lesser radiation is the 1st gd thing that I can do my own gd right? Haha

Sunny

Wow I m proud of myself.
Cuz I 've washed my clothes.
Wipe the furniture , washrooms , the mirrors and taps to prevent those irritating stains , sweep the floor and even clean up my hamster's house. But what did both my sister do?

One sit in her own rm dunno tidy what...(happens on every weekend) And ask me if I checked or reply to her Jie mei's email...

And the other keep walking around with a bk n pretend to be studying ... But actually was staring at the hamsters...

W t h ?

Anyway I m trying to keep my cool ... Cuz if I m too get angry , all my effort will be gone and I wun feel happy cleaning up .


Oh... Haha btw dear blog, last night I had a bad dream!
I dreamt that one of my hamster was pregnant and gotten herself 3 kids!

I was shocked !
Couldn't believe that the pet shop staff cheated me and said that both are female!

And don't know why
When both my ham ham became parents , their size grew up twice their original!!!!

Like rats lor! So scary .
And their 3 kids grew fast too... Not those fur-less type...
Is already with fur.haha

I was still panicking on what n how to deal with them... Should I confront the pet shop staff ? And what happen if the hamster 乱轮n give birth again!??


Din rmb what I did after that ...
Woke up this morning and found out that it's just a bad dream and I m more relief! Haha

Haha ok .. Gonna stop here.

Sayourna (:

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Rainy


Hi my love,

Just want to share with you a picture of me with my new black frame spectacles.
Went to make the spec with Hl and cf on Sunday at the shop she previous worked at.

It cost only $80 oh!
Hehe and I m glad that the degree of my eyes did not increase or change.

Right side :150
Left side: 125









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Rainy

Hello my love.

Hehe I m here to post some photo that u 've nv see before..

Hmmm

It's


Something


Different


....


Something



Scary



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So


Are


You



Ready


?


?


?





Tadah!



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Haha it's just me with all my hair comb up... -.-"
Looks so weird ....
But I still wanna post it up.
I haven't dye my hair for like.... 3 years already!

Hehe since my Sis is getting marry and I wanna look a bit more "bright"
I decided to go for a hair dye(:


Anyway I m still in the saloon now. Waiting for the hair roots to absorb the colour.

*my hair too black, hard to get the colour*

Let's hope a better outcome...
Not too bright n not too dull

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Super amazed by the Taiwanese girls and their make up skill. Change from one person into a super pretty n kawaii girl! Like totally can!
* jaw drop*

Watch 钻石夜总会！

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Windy

yeah! after like 2 and a half weeks of coughing n flu....
i m really really getting back to normal!
at least i m eating more and feeling good now (:

.... Counting..... it's day number 9 since hh left.
i know i will feel lonely or even upset if i reminisce too much on the things we used to do after work every single day. eg... the place he used to stand or sit and waited for me after work, the place we went so often for dinner...
so i tried to find things to do and not think of him sometimes. hahaha opps. =x

but guess its not a gd practice for long!
what if i forgets him? hahaha
因该不会八。。。。 酱差meh.

Only 9 days! 好久啊啊啊啊。。。。。。。。*无奈*

anyway....

最近我迷上了微波。。。
超级多好读的资料或新奇的事
每天一有空，就会刷新一下 。

哈哈也因为它， 我才没有跟这个世界那么的脱节！

知道吗？最近大家都喜欢“萌”的东西。
什么是“萌”？？？？

萌就是他们所说的可爱！

so next time if anyone say u are " 萌“, 你就不会一头雾水啦！

hohoho.....alrite.... let me try to be 萌 too!






i know its dumb looking and not cute at all....
hahaha oh well,at least i tried... !


sayourna, loves!

Rainy

今天是HH离开的第五天。
谢谢你买了瓜瓜 和 花花 来陪我， 我才不会这么寂寞（：

看。。。 这个是花花。 哈哈




可爱八！

Anyway dear blog... i will come back here more often to blog again... since my wifi is back (:
Sorry for neglecting u all these time...
i m too busy working , dating, lazing arnd.

But right now, i have to end here...
cuz its 10pm and i have to work tml
Happy 318th working day to myself !

Sayourna Loves!

如果能重來 我的答案 會不會更改 或是等待
守在你身旁 絕對不逃開 不讓誰將我們沖散

不怕被看穿 我的孤單 不怕你糾纏 眼淚擦乾
讓回憶倒帶 我將愛保管 別讓我一個人承擔
這個失去你的遺憾　我會勇敢

仰望風 等待你回來 仰望雨 能安靜聽完
臉龐 發燙 眼框 抵抗 不肯讓你離開 留下我流浪

仰望你 抱我在胸膛 仰望夢 能給我力量
不讓愛逃亡 不讓心躲藏 讓我堅強


無法預知 我努力 我必需 遺忘的疼痛
假裝執著 我知道我抬起頭 會有你的守候

仰望風 等待你回來 仰望雨 能安靜聽完
臉龐 發燙 眼框 抵抗 不肯讓你離開 丟下我流浪

仰望你 抱我在胸膛 仰望夢 能給我力量
不讓愛逃亡 不讓心躲藏 不讓我瘋狂

如果能重來 我的答案 會不會更改 或是等待
守在你身旁 絕對不逃開 不讓誰 將我們沖散




- 仰望到我睡着了-

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