他的轻狂留在

某一节车厢

地下铁里的风

比回忆还重

整座城市一直等着我

有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾

是分手那天

如果还有遗憾 是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪

都停不下来

若那一刻从来 我不哭

让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他 相信明天就是未来

情节有多坏

都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望

我的心 深深伤过却不会忘

我和他 不再属于这个地方

最初的天堂

最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾

又怎么样呢

伤了痛了懂了

就能好了吗

曾经依靠彼此的肩膀

如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘

逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害

越深的依赖

越多的空白

该怎么去爱

前几天去谢爷爷的告别仪式。
星期五晚上就帮忙了愿端菜。
星期六中午手提着花，送他最后一程。
这是我第一次去mandai的火化场，（也希望不用再去了）
感觉跟我外公以前去的 大大不同。

火化场看起来很大也很漂亮。。。
不过四周围一片冷清

应该是要给死去的灵魂和死者最后要离开的一些安宁吧

那天我严肃了，也稍微收敛一下我平时的笑容。


....

到了那里，我们经过了两个viewing hall.

第一个，是让新友们向谢爷爷上香，插花和行礼

第二个，就是看着他的棺材慢慢的被一个自动化的机器推进火化炉里。

那一刻，听到谢爷爷家属对他的呼唤和痛哭声时， 还真难过。。。

虽然不是自己的亲人，不过看到这么伤心的画面，不哭还有点难。

这一幕 又在点醒了我和姐姐 ， 要珍惜身边的人

不管是亲人还是朋友 都不要 忽略

昨天是我们的家庭日！

可是两个姐姐刚好都出门去了
就只有我做代表，配爸妈到外婆家去。

去之前，就和阿姨们一起去看多一个外婆- let's call her 外婆2（姨丈的母亲）

外婆2刚动完耳朵手术，人住在安老院。

安老院有很多亲切的老人家，设备很齐全 环境也很清静 很适合他们。。。

不过不知道他们会不会闷

和外婆2聊了几句，看到她动过刀的耳朵

虽然她脸带慈祥的微笑，可是

不知道为什么，我的眼睛又酸酸的 所以就到处走走

旧式的秋千

蓝色的旧铁窗

连小狗angel 都很友善

离开时，有个老爷爷还wish me good day（：

Hope everything is well for them too!

短短的两天，看见了人生 - 生老病死的 病跟死

人生真的很无常

要懂得知足和珍惜

-EXTRA

OMG.我心里的那个平静不见了。。。。。

my mum ask me to go dentist with herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......
*imagine her dragging me off *


i will blog again..... ='(

I m back.... nt very painful...actually....
but throughout the whole process, i hold my own hands tightly.. HAHAHA

Dont look back -to be continued

PART II

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Sunny



PART ONE

除夕夜吃团圆饭
接着到佛堂拜年
回到家已是年初一的一点钟


闭上眼一觉到十点钟
帮妈妈把钱装进红包袋
是我
多年来的任务

中午十二点
到了外婆家吃午餐
发现没有几个人

原来早起的鸟儿已经来过此地
我们是第二批

走走，吃吃，喝喝
第三批的人群又来了
大家互相问好后
就到其他长辈家拜年


just some random ones

就这样过了第一天。




和以往不同的是初二
今年邀请了许多亲友到家里来
直到晚上的11pm
在送走最后一个客人时
发现组屋共用的waste chute 第三度的着火了
一股垃圾BBQ味 弥漫着整座组屋

应该是一些没得过年无聊到屁股痒的人在蓄意纵火八！

在电话盘上按了第三次的995
所以，还好大家都好好的

初三
没什么特别
早上都是空档
下午，HT 的darling到我们家用餐
离开时已是三点多

接着我们就准备到佛堂了愿帮忙


年初四当我还以为可以坐下来
伸懒腰时
妈妈的一声“GET ready"
我连忙把我的“腰”收回。。。

又陪同父母到几个长辈家拜年
到了晚上
因为有客人又要来拜访
才急忙得赶回家

星期四也是初五
有两个约会
可惜不能分身到两个地方
所以不好意思！

那晚我们五个又跟以前一样
到超市买了火锅料
然后到其中一个人的家
一起准备get bloated


吃完了
就一起躲在房间里
用那个“肮脏的东西”弄头发
谈天
聊了什么
我也不大记得
印象最深的应该就是cf以后的 perfect home
和她与众不同的宠物- koalas or tiger
时间就在我们的笑声中悄悄地溜走


这几天虽然累
不过很充实
花了一点时间终于吃完大家種在我身體的開心

希望你们也是!HAPPY　CHINESE NEW YEAR!




*shit, my sis pluck a short white hair for me! 原来holiday也有让我烦恼的事*

Random.for girls

Recently i bought a new product - Ettusais
saw some reviews from bloggers ; which is quite good so i shall give it a try!

I bought the pore smooth concealer.
Price : SGD 36+
Ettusais pore smooth concealer doesn't really hides blemishes but makes ur pores looks smaller & it's not thick or hard to spread.in addition, it's pretty good at oil control as well!

how to apply: Use it only After applying ur other make up base . i only apply like 2 dots on my cheek.Remember when blending it, use ur fingers to spread it in the upward direction.

Anyh0w i gt the aqua shooter extra, skin version up extra and a cute notebook as freebies... (: guess i m getting the aqua shooter extra soon.

conclusion: a nice concealer . bought it last month but i only gt to use it twice. hmm i love to try new things but at the same time i dun really like applying too many layers of "MAKE up" on my face .... =x

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Meant to blog earlier, but as usual, I got a tad bit lazy.
Unfortunately, it is about a month late ... One month over for 2010! that's fast....
and CHinese New year is coming our way in about 2 weeks time!


As most of u Know, the Chinese new Year comes in hand with the Ang Moh Valentines day,
which explained why there's a i gave my blog a Brand new Look and feel. - RED for Chinese New Year and Hearts for the Valentines day... LoL....

I spent a total of 4 hours (due to my lack of knowledge on CSS CODES)yesterday to customize it and is pretty satisfied with it. (except for the black rectangular thing... a bug or whatever!)


Anyhow, today i m here to share a good news with all of u !
Despite the fact that this year (Year of tiger) will be a tough year for most people( all those chinese sayings)

But ......

This year is also one great year with 6 long weekends!
Six Public holidays falling on Monday, friday and sunday!!! *clap clap clap* for those who are working.



Alright, so the 6 long weekends are stated below!

Be quick and pull out ur pen and calender...& MArk down all those dates to plan for a short getaway (if u are planning for 1(:)

(1) CHINESE NEW YEAR - FEB 13 to 16

A great time for getaways for new young couples to 避年 . hahaha
ok, don't do this.. as its a time for family members to reunion (:

(2) GOOD FRIDAY - APR 2 to 4

Good Friday also called The HOly Friday.... LEts celebrate this holy holiday

(3) VESAK DAY - MAY 28 to 30

MAy ; a great month cuz its my birthday month and many ppl smell the air of school holiday.


(4) NATIONAL DAY - AUG 7 to 9

A holiday which i would wish to stay in Spore to celebrate singapore's independence since 9 August 1965. Yknow, its so memorable to recap what singapore have gone through for all these years and hw we've progress.


(5) HARI RAYA PUASA - SEP 10 to 12


A Muslim festival for the term "Hari Raya" literally means "Big Day"
- A day for them to celebrate and enjoy various delicacies (esp those homemade1s ) to be served on the day of Hari Raya.

Go pay a visit to ur muslim friends, i m sure u will be warmly welcome!

(6) DEEPAVALI -NOV 5 to 7

After the chinese and the muslim festivals , the festive season for the indians is finally here!
Deepavali is also popularly known as the Festival of Lights.
where The most significant spiritual meaning is "the awareness of the inner light".

Central to Hindu philosophy is the assertion that there is something beyond the physical body and mind which is pure, infinite, and eternal.

such a beautiful meaning huh!
So let us all stay as pure and righteous as our true soul , not only on this day but every single day of our life. (:


HAHA I sound "Holy " again!



SO have u Jot down all these dates???????

*brush brush brush*

SOmeone COmplaint that my blog is gathering dust again...!
Paiseh LAH!

I m leading a healthy lifestyle for the past few days with my aunty - 老姨

during the stay......

我

看/帮忙她准备午餐
just like what i did when i was young

陪她聊天

早睡早起

只看ch u 和ch 8

阅读报纸

离开有电脑的世界
lucky that i still have my tattoo arnd...

翻了翻我的旧照片。。。。


好怀念哦!





虽然不是yishun 的老家
可是也是有"老姨的家 "

发现她年纪大了
我也不知不觉地长大咯！





i m gg to bed! goodnite (: